| it's 5:39 AM.. another sleepless night it seems. i've been getting a lot of these recently... it sucks :[
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i'm sorry mom, dad. i won't disgrace you anymore.
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| on a good day.. a counselor will sell about 4 memberships. on sunday, i sold 21 memberships by myself. that alone is more than any single counselor has sold, and more than everyone else combined on a good day. i think that's pretty good... well, the next day i went in to work and you know what happened? i got scolded for poor performance. wow.. seriously? i just made the company $18,000 ALONE and i get yelled at? not only that, i get scheduled an 11 hour day and i say that that's a bit extreme since i'm not feeling well; this is right after the manager says that if anyone isn't feeling well, it's best to go home early since it's hard to focus. so i just say that the whole 11 hours is probably not a good idea, is it ok to work 9 instead? and i get yelled at again and even sent home. what the heck. i perform for the company and they treat me like this? that's some stupid crap. one more, and i'm out.
someone thew up in my car and that was gross.
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| to think that to this day, after so long, i still care as much as i do frustrates me. wtf. seriously. someone that i hate, loathe, despise, just freaking really do not like.. i still think about very often. i care about her, i want the best for her, i want to take care of her, i just... UGHH. i don't understand it. i'll never forget what she did to me, and i most defintely won't ever be able to forgive her. granted, i am fully aware that i made my share of mistakes and made a lot of retarded decisions myself, i just can't come to terms with what happened. but she's still extremely important to me.. i hate her, but i still love her. major oxyomoron huh? this all happened about 3-4 years ago so i dunno what this means. it could mean that she really is my legitimate first love, but then again, who knows? she's still at the top of my list, and i hate that.
japanese fob girls with yaeba (jacked up teeth) are starting to grow on me.
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